The Pop King Is Always In Our Rememberance

you are the KING OF POP! the day's of your's will be never forgetted by any one of us. Your memories are the only things left behind for all of us. We would pray for you to rest in peace and to be in heaven and we will also pray that we would find another MICHEAL JACKSON after you. But no matter what happens or what we find a new MJ or JACKSON we will never find you. I AM SORRY. Thing were never late to be regreted but always to late to be missed. AS HOW WE WISS MISS YOU NOW.!!! We will always miss my dear!

Th3 s3cr3T loV3

Time and time and time again

I try to erase my thoughts

Of all the lust she would bring

With all the want and aughts

It's like a dreamThat never comes real

But you wish for reality

You wish for something real

She means a lot to me

And i don't think she'll ever know

Because her love is like the wind

It comes then it goes

I wish she'd stop to smell the flowers

The ones i picked for her

But i gues the picture isn't clear

It's like a hazzy blur

I can truly say

I gave a lot to many girls

But she is the only one

I'd truly give my world

Secret love is no fun

Becuase it's one heart

One face all alone

One secret heart

LoV3 kan B3 anythIng but iTs Still Lov3

Anything will give up its secrets if you love it enough. Not only have I found that when I talk to the little flower or to the little peanut they will give up their secrets, but I have found that when I silently commune with people they give up their secrets also - if you love them enough.

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,

So you’d always hold me, close and near.

In your arms, where I’m meant to be,

Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,

To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.

A blessing sent from up above,

In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,

Upon this journey we’ve just begun.

Where you and I will find no less,

Than eternal love and happiness.

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.“I can’t”“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.“No… I am going to meet a friend…”He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…Then one day… Me: Um, Jin, I …Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..Me: I love you.Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.Me: Jin…Jin: Here…take this…Again, he handed me a little doll.Me: What’s this?Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?Jin: Today? Huh?I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”Jin: You have something to say?Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…Jin: What?!Me: Tell meI put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everydayAfter a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life

A man

A man.. what I am going to discuss about is, a man who held a "post" called husband nor more suitable is partner for a girl..

How "he" should to be?

From my viewpoint, he should be a man. A man who is broad minded, hearted. The girl must feel he is everything and nothing else other than him. He should make the girl feel he is begin and ending for everything in her life. He must make a situation that nothing else without him, he should be the first and last in this world for her. He should be very patient with all her act. She can be nagging, irritating, torturing, possessive, cunning and whatever but he should accept her for what she is. Being loyalty is really something that we can be and nothing wrong if we try it. So try to be loyal with your girl. Be sincere. Don't act like gentlemen in front of her but condemning her at her back. Be lovingly partner for her.

Make her feel that she is special. Don't think people are watching out there. A person who don't have enough trust in his relationship (even) will not walk with hand in hand so give her some confidence. Make her feel that she is adorable. She will be the best thereafter. At least she will try to be the best nor like you wanted.

Be truthful with her. Don't lie to her. She will know. It's true. Guys not good in lying. He could be expert but with the girl who really loves him, he can't "perform" well. Don't hide things. Anything!!! Your secret will lead problem later!! It's not too late for you to tell her off whatever shit you have done so far. Don't worry she won't leave you. Don't ever try to cheat her if do don't let her to discover it. You are hurting her with all you can!! Yes you do. So before she discover better you tell her off what you did. If possible don't do anything once attach with the one you really wants.

I knew it's may take some times for you adopt a girl in your life. Until then don't "expect" anything from a girl called your girlfriend because she is not your sex doll. She can be the worst girl and ever and you have no rights to make her use. Only if you adopted her as your part then have the pleasure with all her willingness. Same, if you not willing to spend with her then don't have psychical contact with her. She gave all her everything to you and deserved the better from you. If can't, don't commit yourself into sex life with a girl. Don't make a girl feel that she is useless shit being with you. Most of guys are doing it.

She can be the best and ever but the way he treats her will make her think that she is useless. Don't make her stupid by telling your craps. She knew it. Basically girls are smart. Sometime they knew things better than you. So don't tell story if you can't keep your words. Tell her the true story with little strict. She is a human so should have the sense of understanding if she don't; you made a wrong choice. But most of the time guys use / like to repeat the same thing and over. She is not your maid so you don't have treat her bad. She is not your accompany who don't have any work so respect her time and energy. Ask opinion. You can be Bill Gate's only son, but nothing wrong of asking opinion from a person who spending time with you. That could stupidest idea and ever but it's ok.

Don't let her in sad and sorrow and you playing counter strike out there. Ask her what's wrong. She might say "fine". But nothing wrong if repeat it until you get the right answer which you think that caused her cry. The reason could be you, don't ask her stupid question as you knew the answer as that is you! So say sorry. Don't act like stranger. Girls will lost hope in you. Be firm in everything. Don't simply jealous or bossing her since you never been the one who called partner and all of sudden yelling at her mistake. Don't have to being so formal with your girl. Spill out whenever you feel fishy with her act.

Try to use nicer words to the one you're going to live with. Being supportive is the best thing you can do and the only thing won't make you feel that you were not lose much if you both not get along. Don't be so practical until she feel no life is here. As a man of a girl you should know how to keep a her happy. So give her all her space to talk all her craps. Don't make her hate you because of your neglecting. How busy also answer her calls and reply her message as fast as you can. Don't make her feel that she is lonely while having you as a partner. Don't make her look at her phone every hour, expecting your call and text message. Do it regularly at least she knows you are still care for her.

Try to be responsible partner for her. Do your part without she request. Don't make her please at you. If your girlfriend does, you are not good partner. Don't tease her in front of people. She won't appreciate your act. Both of you have some privacy. Scold her if she making mistake. Scold her in private, because she has something called feeling so don't hurt her in public although there's only few people. Sometimes we can't control our anger, humans natural so you can say sorry to her although you knew you never make mistake. You are telling that just for sake of her.

Be the one who you suppose to be. If you can't be the one please do not waste people's time who really living for you. Maybe you are thinking that "she is nice and really can commit with me" but inner you don't know how much she crying and hurting with all your act. One fine day she will say "hate you" when you are not ready to hear it and which you never expect at all. Don't think she is tolerating, yes she is and the same time she knows that she don't deserved all this. You could be the best man but she have to leave you if she can't stand with your acts and you can't stop her.

You may not aware of the value of something when it's next to you but you will regret once it's gone. Most of time we won't realize our happiness is in her but once she vanished your life will be miserable. Don't missed out anything! Don't let anger take part in your relationship and it's you who should lead it!

Written by,
A girl who lost in September, 11th..